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1.
Fear of Love 04:09
the void has opened up and im on my own tonight and im sober i need a guarantee that you'll be there for me when its over i'm tired of looking up to people i dont trust i need a guarantee that i'm not easily disposed of thrown out alone now tell me that it's automatic tell me that it's force of habit tell me what i have to work with who i'm leaning on tell me something i'm still listening you're my favorite song your voice is like a song my heart won't open up cause i got a fear of love lend me your expertise on this particular disease cause you know i aim to please but i've missed the mark the it seems i need a guarantee that you'll be there for me when its over my heart won't open up i need to give a fuck and get sober alone now tell me that you're automatic tell me that its force of habit show me what i have to work with who i'm leaning on tell me something i'm still listening you're my favorite song your voice is like a song
2.
Only Things 02:34
walk me through the math cause i don't understand i hope you've got a lesson plan you lured me into a trap oh yeah it was so cold my heart beat like an 8 year old the pressure, the pressure it's getting to me i wanna get lit up like a christmas tree the pressure, the pressure its hard on my knees a respectable job and a good night squeeze the only things a good boy needs on universal tour with calamity jane don't you think she's got the coolest name in the industrial wards with an al capone and danny's got the burner phone so neglected and poor oh so wretched and alone all them people in the twilight zone there's more to them than you know the pressure, the pressure it's getting to me i wanna get lit up like a christmas tree the pressure, the pressure it's hard on my knees a respectable job and a good night squeeze the only things a good boy needs
3.
Surgery Day 02:40
a year and a day since i've been laid got alot on my mind and not enough on my plate i got my degree in apathy and i'm waiting on the welfare state and i'm waiting on the welfare state i'm addicted to drugs, i'm suspicious and lying i made a new friend and you know she's buying there's nothing to see inside of me but i'm hoping for a better day i'm waiting for a better day (i'm fine, i'm lucky to have a sweet desire your eyes, when i look in them i tell no lies when i'm talking to her my mouth gets dry when i look in them i can't deny but the longer i look the darker it gets the deeper i see and the more i feel like crying ) surgery day makes me so tired i try to be cool but i guess im just on fire she's an electrical surge, she's so undaunted i got what i need but i don't want it i'm trying to be more tender and gentle but i don't need that other stuff that other stuff is not enough trying to be more tender and gentle but that other stuff is not enough i don't need that other stuff that other stuff is not enough i don't need that other stuff (i'm fine....
4.
The Waiting 02:57
i'm awaiting a call back from a bona-fide assistant i'm awaiting the perfect place to be i'm awaiting a statement from a prominent physician i'm awaiting the newest bad disease i'm awaiting a swarm of killer bees i'm awaiting a contract with a big, conniving captor i'm awaiting the turn of the other cheek i'm awake in the nighttime with the aberrant exchanger i'm awaiting an early effigy i'm awaiting a dead society you think you know too much but you know nothing at all you're afraid of the writing on the wall you don't know when to quit but it's lonely at the top you just wait for the other shoe to drop i know i made an appointment with the laser eye technician but i'm afraid of going under yeah outside of the box, is a lonely place to be outside of the box, where you are free
5.
hard and soft beyond compare no one else is living there disappear for relocation i spend my bad times celebrating black and white with silver stains you made the colors change their names layabout in conversation i spend my bad times exultating no, you're true blue and i don't even worry that i'm see through you don't even worry that i'm see through you don't have to worry cause i'm see through you don't need to worry cause i'm see through so tall i can't see over the more i talk the more exposure reappear for dislocation i spend my bad times celebrating
6.
i am so far gone weak knees, black lungs you are way too much old wounds, new crutch i dont need to win, i just wanna play and if you're moving out, take me away i am so far gone weak knees, black lungs you are way too much old wounds, new crutch i dont need to win, i just wanna play and if you're moving out take me away i dont mind the sin i dont need to pray and if you're moving out take me i dont know what it is but you got something planned i dont know what it is but you got something
7.
Dynomite 03:17
yeah you know it imma kick it around i get wet, walking under a cloud is the end of a picture in a picture frame? is the end of a bargain the beginning of blame? close your eyes and open wide here comes the dynamite yeah for sure i'll be there what should i say? what should i wear? is the end of contract along the dotted line? is the end of the whole truth the beginning of lies? close your eyes and open wide here comes the dynamite you are my sunshine can you feel it? dont it hurt? like another ocean on another earth don't get too close or it'll burn your skin step right up before you step right into close your eyes and open wide here comes the dynamite
8.
theres been something stomping around lord knows we've been holding it down a crimson winter come up from the south theres always someone running their mouth sometimes im glad it feels just like a dream alive or in a grave and in between you breath darkness falling down from the trees voices calling you down to your knees always found a way to get across always operating at a loss sometimes im glad it feels just like a dream alive or in a grave and in between you breath its all a load of trash piled up to your knees do you have to ask? or can't you see? cleary cleary
9.
Simplified 03:20
when i take my time i get lost when i move to fast my eyes get crossed i'd love to give it all to you but first i need the formula if its second hand or old top shelf well its all the same when you hate yourself on whatever terrain or celestial body i feel no pain and i fear no party i want to anesthetize hook me up and find my lines i like how that feels sometimes i like how it feels I'm only looking for a little oh yeah i try to walk and i just crawl i tell you kid i seen it all from outer space to celestial bodies inner-states and human kindness and i just move along just like my favorite song that i guess you've never heard and i forget the words i think i've been simplified hook me up and fill my lines i like how that feels sometimes i like how it feels im only looking for a little oh yeah do you think you could spare a little?
10.
Silent Alarm 03:54
i try to change my situation knee deep in teenage deprivation you seem so graceful to me while causing harm and you keep tripping all my silent alarms keep putting nickels in the meter good times have wasted all my dimes you don't seem vicious to me but i'll buy the farm and you keep tripping all my silent alarms i try to move a little slower to understand just what i'm after but then the more i get to know her sober things fade to drunken laughter let you keep playing with me cause i like your charms but you keep tripping all my silent alarms
11.
you know i used to be cool but now i only get high was used to getting ahead and now im only getting by i used to be in the loop and now im way out of line instead of flying the coop im looking up at the sky instead of the telling the truth you know im living a lie and where were you when i was bleeding heart not beating lungs not breathing with head tilted back and a cold look on your lips that comes from a certain kind of kiss you know you used to be cool but now you only get high remember back in school you always cut in the lines you know we used to be friends but now you're so strung out all you say is, "what are you talking about?" all you say is "what are talking about?" where were you when i was bleeding heart not beating lungs not breathing with head tilted back and the cold look on your lips that comes from a certain kind of kiss a certain kind of kiss no one gets me quite like you no one gets me better than you (tape) you know i used to be cool but now i only get high (tape) end
12.
Ender's Game 02:29
you're bringing property value down again i don't want to be your friend even your little sister she knows whats up fresh out of ideas and bound to rotten luck bound to rot in luck you keep letting all your people down why don't you just forget them? the empty promises you made were not out loud were not out loud in the Colosseum, playing bloody games the roman legion army never looked so brave i didn't see it that way no i couldn't see it that way no i don't no i won't
13.
hey jackie you, don't gotta live like that i know you've been around the block and you know where it's at hey sweet corrine, can't you see the trouble im in? i heard you walked around the world and ended up in philly again holy sister marie, won't you spend a minute with me? i heard you laid with jesus christ and he bored you to sleep oooo peaches and cream, she's sick of making my scene and that means that someone else is filling up her dreams who's been in your dreams? was it me? hey sally ryde, i love to watch her ride but she's a lazy astronette she never picks a side hey pretty face, i see you all over the place i see you there behind closed doors in a desperate grace tiger lily she knows, theres only so far you can go before you're bound to crash and burn and lose your head in the snow me and peaches and cream, we're trying to mend at the seams the only way that we know how i wanna be in her dreams i wanna be in your dreams who's been in your dreams? (na nanana nanana) was it me?

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This album was recorded between 2017-2018 in WEST PHILADELPHIA and NORTH PHILADELPHIA. It is a collection of songs written between 2012 and 2018.

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released March 22, 2018

Sam Mercurio- vox/ guitar
Tim McMonigle- drums
John Dicocco- guitar
Gabe Rosen- guitar
Juli McCue- vox
Emilia Richman- vox
Keith Abrams- violin, weird shit
Alex Ruane- bass

Engineered and Recorded by Tim McMonigle and Keith Abrams
Mixed by Keith Abrams
Mastered by Andrew Meoray
Album art by Natasha Hajo
Produced by Tim McMonigle, Gabe Rosen, Keith Abrams and Sam Mercurio
Music and Lyrics by Sam Mercurio

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PHL based songwriter. Also see lallyphilly.bandcamp.com

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